Pankhuri - A past to be remembered (Re-edited)

Iteefaq se hum mile the,    

Jaane kab pehchan hui …   

Kuch din thodi baatein ki,

Aur dosti ki shuruvat hui …

Naadan si aapki harkatein,

Aadat hamari bhi ban gayi …

Jaise badti rahi dosti apni,

Rishto ko bhi vo badal gayi …

Kam hamare alag alag the,

Phir bhi roz mulakat hoti …

Na jaane aap kab ruthe ki,

Din mein bhi tab raat hoti …

Jis din thoda has deti thi aap,

Shaam haase bhari ho jati thi …

Ghumne phirne ki aadat aapki,

Humme har kahin pahuchati thi …

Phir aaya alag hone ka mauka,

Vo pal jab bichchadne the hum …

Duriyan ab badne lagi hamari,

Kyu saath nahi rehne ko the hum …

Aate jate bas milte rehna aap,

Kabhi  bhi bhul na jaana humhe …

Yaad ab hamesha rahegi aapki,

Aapne jo itna sataya hai humhe …

Insomnia

Sleep wants to come to me,
but it is so disturbed.
Ideas keep bouncing in mind,
screaming to break out.

Finding no problem to solve,
I am getting a bit bored.
Maybe I can roam at night.
walking the lonely road.

Outside looks so dark and blue,
I think the moon is shy.
Some stars peek outside clouds,
making me to look high.

A few cars still drive about,
reaching somewhere sure.
I should follow one of them,
to find something more.

I can sure not walk that fast,
neither will I run now.
Hopefully, one of them stops,
so I can grab it round.

I think the trees want to talk,
calling to walk the ground.
The grass looks really inviting,
to just lay and look abounds.

I think I feel a yawn coming,
time to move back home.
The bed may let me rest today,
if not I can again come out.

You are bio, I am math

This one is dedicated to you. You know who you are. 

There comes a day in every life,
When you are looking for a wife.
That moment came that night,
You were looking so very bright.

It was the light shining on tears,
Losing the key you gave to fears.
I stood their smiling at the affair,
The entire situation was so rare.

Wasn't pity taking over my heart,
But your plight had made me dart.
It seem so stupid to find it there,
Key hidden in bag with much care.

Bringing us together was our fate,
Exchanging numbers showed faith.
Spending time having endless chat,
Even topics as boring as cricket bat.

Differences had crept between us,
And we would fight while on the bus.
We always found way back together,
As nothing else we could do rather.

Our fun times had kept increasing,
For silly talks had got us breezing.
You had become an addictive habit,
Something better than any soft rabbit.

That moment had made me realize,
Our love has just ballooned in size
It maybe you are bio and I am math.
We can still walk on the same path.

Our journey together is endless road,
You can leave me when you get bored.
Come back to me as soon as you can,
Waiting for you forever now is this man.

Why should I do it

There is much pain my being in love,
but you long for it night and day.
In love our tears are not our own,
for they fall in simple trouble to else.

Maybe I fear an idea of  surrender,
any part of self to control by another.
There is a loss of the mastery of will,
that will mean you never stay alone.